Home Depot Welcoming to Vets

As a captain in the Army, Mike Mahon got plenty of salutes. These days, he gets nods and the occasional polite wave as he walks the aisles of his current base — a Home Depot store in Oswego.

Mahon, 29, went to work at Home Depot after four years as an Army signal officer, commanding 50 soldiers in a mobile telephone unit where he maintained communications between tanks and scouts.

On Dec. 26, having completed the company’s two-year store-leadership program, he became a store manager. He was one of 1,142 people hired into the program when it was launched in 2002 for veterans who had been junior officers in the military. More than 100 of the recruits now run stores for Home Depot, which has a reputation as one of the most welcoming companies for veterans.

“I think what the Home Depot is looking for is people who have a high level of execution and leadership,” said Mahon, who was attracted by Home Depot chief executive Robert Nardelli’s reputation for hiring and recruiting vets.

Former military officers work at every level of the store in Oswego — from orange-apron-clad sales associates to top managers. Luis Miranda started working there last month as associate manager. The Romeoville resident has worked for Home Depot since 2000, after 16 years in the Army Signal Corps. Ken Clark, of Aurora, runs the paint department. He spent 11 years in the Army on active duty and nine more in the Army Reserve as a chemical officer.

In all, 13 percent of Home Depot’s 345,000 employees chainwide have military experience, company spokesman Yancey Casey said.

“Bob has a very high regard for the military,” Casey said

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Veterans face new battles back home

“The number one shared problem for veterans,” says former Marines Lt. Bobby Muller, “is how do you screw your head back on when you come back to society after having fought in a war.”
Speaking before a crowd of Bryant University students at a program entitled “Understanding the Readjustment Challenges of Returning Veterans,” Muller told the audience that coming to terms with memories of the disturbing and horrible experiences of war is difficult enough, but is only a part of the challenge.
The equal or greater challenge for veterans, he believes, is returning to a society that too often cares little and knows less about the sacrifices they and their comrades have made.

“When people ask you what it was like, the first few times you might answer them,” he says. “But you learn, real fast, that people don’t really want to hear it – they’re uncomfortable and they’re disturbed by it. You learn to shut up.”

Muller is the chairman and co-founder of the Vietnam Veterans of America Foundation, and a co-founder of the International Campaign to Ban Landmines, which won the Nobel Peace Prize. While serving in Vietnam in 1969, Muller was shot while leading an infantry assault. He was paralyzed from the chest down.

But Muller declares fiercely that it wasn’t his experiences while fighting that made him the “angry, loud-mouthed guy” he is today, but the aftermath.

Muller says that his first-hand exposure to the slipshod handling of veterans’ physical and mental injuries and a general public apathy toward examining the causes and consequences of the war were the affronts that converted the duty-bound soldier into a political activist.

IT took a year in a VA hospital for Muller to recover from his near-fatal wounds – a year that caused him to re-evaluate his feelings about himself and his country.

Conditions and morale at the hospital were so poor that eight men in his ward, including Muller’s best friend, committed suicide.

“I had been a Marine officer, leading men, calling in air strikes, calling in artillery and fire support from the battleship New Jersey – I am God,” he said. “Then I become a veteran, and I’m a throwaway.”

After earning a law degree from Hofstra University, Muller dedicated himself to improving treatment of veterans. He says that at the outset, he had no concept of the nature of the problem, believing that he simply needed to raise awareness of the situation.

“I was naïve enough to believe that if I explained what the problem was, America would respond,” he said. “I believed that if I made my arguments and couched them in terms of justice, and fairness and equity, the Congress would respond.”

“Ha, ha, ha,” he says.

Through years of lobbying and cajoling, Muller and others eventually made headway in improving the situation. He says that a major victory came in 1980 when the mental health community recognized Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder as a legitimate mental health injury. He recalls that before that shift, psychiatry was unequipped to handle the unique needs of veterans.

During his own convalescence, he says a psychiatrist asked him what his future plans were, “and I’ll never forget what happened.”

“Her opening line was ‘what are you going to do now,’ and I said ‘I think I’ll become a political assassin and kill all the sons of bitches responsible for this war.’ Her response to that gambit of mine was to ask me about my mother.”
Standard-issue Freudian psychoanalysis eventually gave way to the advent of “rap groups,” where veterans could share their frustrations with doctors and with each other. Muller says that’s when treatment started moving in a positive direction.

BUT while attention to veterans’ issues has increased since
Vietnam, Muller says that the underlying forces behind society’s disengagement from returning soldiers have not been confronted.

“As we came away from that experience,” he says, “it turned out that the war had been the wrong war to fight and the verdict finally came in that we lost. That lack of necessity, lack of purpose, and the inability to put a meaning to our experience was like pouring gasoline on a fire.”

What’s worse, he says, is that the society has still not answered those questions.

“We never had the courage, as a people to ask the most basic question – why,” he says. “America simply turned away; Vietnam was a bummer.”

He says that although history has recorded how the nation ended up in Vietnam, the country has never fully explored why.

“We know we were lied to by the president…we know there was a failure in Congress…a failure in the intelligence community…a failure by the military… and a failure by the media, which didn’t report to the American people in a timely way what was really going on,” he says.
But having never figured out what caused these simultaneous systemic failures, he says “it’s pretty obvious we haven’t identified what the remedy is.”

FOR that reason, Muller says he isn’t surprised that the country now finds itself engaged in a conflict which bears many similarities to the one in South Vietnam.

Joining Muller on Thursday was Garett Reppenhagen, a veteran of the war in Iraq. The Army sniper believes he knows the reason that American society is remiss in answering those questions.

Despite the flags and fanfare, Reppenhagen says that he and many other veterans returning from service are dismayed at the cavalier attitude toward the war exhibited by the public and even their leaders.

“I was extremely frustrated when I came out,” he says. “And especially when I saw a clip of President Bush searching his office jokingly for weapons of mass destruction. I was in 21-gun salutes for my friends because they were out there looking for weapons of mass destruction in some of the most dangerous places known to man – they weren’t looking under desks and chairs.”

Reppenhagen says he joined the service in his mid-20s, looking for direction and purpose. Deployed first as a peacekeeper in Kosovo, he says he took pride in his service there, and took pride in his abilities as a solider.

The Army put him through “sniper school,” a series of courses taught by international special forces operatives, where began learning “how to shoot, how to stalk people, and learning the anatomy of how bullets kill people.”

When he finished the course, he was deployed to Iraq in February 2004. His purported job, he says, was to save the life of his comrades by taking the lives of their enemies.

But Reppenhagen says the nature of the fighting was much more complicated.

“I was confident in my abilities to do my job well, but I was questioning whether it was the right thing to do,” he says.

He recounts how a convoy driving through a hostile environment at night reacts to the reported sight of a muzzle flash. When one soldier senses a threat and returns fire, the entire convoy joins in.

“People in the line will have no idea what’s going on, but they start opening up with grenades, M240 machine guns, .50 caliber machine guns, using huge amounts of firepower,” Reppenhagen says.

“Then you raid the house, kick down the door, and there’s mom, dad, and their two kids. An insurgent popped off a couple rounds at the road and ran off, and we lit up a house.”

“When I killed my first civilian,” he says, “I was frustrated and angry, and it started to make me question why I was there.”

Reppenhagen says he doesn’t focus blame on himself or other
U.S. troops for using superior firepower to protect themselves. But he questions whether the American public will ever bear its share of the burden of guilt he now feels.

“Active duty personnel amount to less than 1 percent of the population,” he says. “The majority of the American public are totally insulated.”

Reppenhagen’s and Muller’s goal is to convince the nation to evaluate whether the causes of war is equal to the sacrifices it asks of veterans.

“There’s a huge unawareness of the true cost of war,” Reppenhagen says, “because so few people are sacrificing. People don’t see it in the economy, don’t see it in the taxes, they don’t see it in society. It’s only the select few that are fighting the war that are paying the cost.”


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Families help soldiers through post traumatic stress disorder

MOBILE, Ala. – Sgt. Milton Caples made it home safely to his wife and daughter after a year in Iraq, but thoughts of suicide bombers, mortar attacks and rapid pops of gunfire haunted him.

The security convoy driver would lapse into soldier mode while driving on rural roads back home in Mobile, speeding up and driving evasively as he flashed back to the streets of Balad and Tikrit, and the dangers that lurked on every rooftoop and around around every corner.

“I would know I was doing crazy stuff. It would seem like I was driving but I wasn’t there. I was looking at myself doing stuff in a video game or something,” he said. “In some cases, I’m glad the police didn’t see me because they would have taken my license away.”

He did nightly security patrols of the family home – checking doors and windows and looking for prowlers.

Eventually, his anger and inability to lose the images of war ate away at his relationship with his wife and daughter, who struggled to reach the fun-loving man they once knew.

Three years into the Iraq war and almost five years after the invasion of Afghanistan, American families like the Capleses are increasingly becoming part of its collateral damage. Learning from the mistakes of Vietnam, the military has long encouraged returning soldiers to seek counseling. Now its leaders are trying something different – reaching out to the soldiers’ families.

Although treatment and medication have evolved since Vietnam, the warrior mentality still prevents most returning soldiers from getting the help they need, said Rick Weidman of Vietnam Veterans of America.

“Real men don’t eat quiche and they don’t have problems like this – hooah,” he said, giving the shout soldiers make.

Milton Caples began working with a psychiatrist at Pensacola Naval Hospital after his wife demanded he get help. He started taking antidepressants and the couple began marriage counseling.

The Naval hospital placed advertisements in civilian newspapers this fall to make families aware of its counseling programs. Navy hospitals are also reaching families through a series of online videos about post traumatic stress syndrome.

In the videos, a Navy psychiatrist interviews a Marine medic, his family, a Marine commander and others about the problems of returning from combat.

The medic tells of gunbattles, his helpless attempt to save a child run over by a Humvee and the surprise of opening a body bag and realizing the body inside is a friend.

A lieutenant colonel encourages Marines to enter counseling. By seeking treatment Marines can avoid problems including domestic violence and DUIs, the videos say.

The videos were designed not for service members, but their families.

“The goal was to bring in the family in hopes that if the individual wouldn’t come in on their own, we would reach them through the family. We made thousands of copies and distributed them to all kinds of places,” said retired Navy Capt. Jennifer Morse, the San Diego Naval Hospital psychiatrist featured on the videos. The Navy began producing the videos in 2004 and is releasing a re-edited version of the project in the coming months.

“The intent is to get people help, not to fix them over the Internet. (To tell them that) they shouldn’t be ashamed of their feelings after they have served in these situations,” said Bill Hendrix the Navy’s Pentagon-based coordinator of the Lifelines video project.

The videos have been so successful that the Air Force and the Army are also using them to encourage families to seek counseling for veterans of both Iraq and Afghanistan, Hendrix said.

Weidman, of the Washington-based Vietnam veterans group, applauded the efforts to reach troops by reaching out to families.

“The military, under significant pressure, has made some significant efforts,” he said.

Vietnam Veterans of America has long pushed the Department of Defense to develop such programs, he said.

But Capt. Jeffrey Weyeneth, a psychiatrist at Pensacola Naval Hospital, estimates continued counseling programs still reach only 10 percent of troops returning from Iraq and Afghanistan.

“A lot of guys, they see it as a nick in their armor, ‘If I want to do 20 (years) or more, I don’t want to be seen as a nut case’. And confidentiality is difficult with the military because mental health can affect your ability to function in the military so confidentiality is not as absolute as it is in the civilian world,” he said.

Returning soldiers who go without treatment often hide their stress from co-workers to avoid ruining their careers and instead take their problems out on their families, Weyeneth said. Stress should be deal well otherwise it can affect to bad for that people should interact with each other which is the best way to reduce stress.  There are many resources to have even cam to cam conversation with anyone.

“A lot of these guys come back from war but never get out of the combat, the enemy just changes. They direct their anger at other people,” he said.

Many of the 1.28 million servicemen and women who have served in Iraq and Afghanistan since 2001 are getting at least some mental health treatment.

A Pentagon study released this year found that more than a third of U.S. soldiers received psychological counseling soon after returning from Iraq. The study, done by doctors at the Walter Reed Army Institute of Research, found that 35 percent of Iraq veterans received mental health care during their first year home. In addition, 12 percent of the more than 222,000 returning Army soldiers and Marines in the study were diagnosed with a mental problem.

Milton Caples said his time at the Army’s Camp Anaconda near Balad, Iraq, was life-altering.

“They got mortared 10 or 12 time a day and every time there was a mortar attack you’d have to get in the … bunkers. It was safer going out on the missions than it was living there. I was glad to go out because there were more people dying at Anaconda,” he said.

His wife, Michelle, struggled to understand her husband when he returned home.

She changed her nursing shifts at an area hospital to avoid leaving him alone with their 14-year-old daughter because the father and daughter argued so often.

“Milton couldn’t relax and that meant no one could relax,” she said.

He credits counseling and medication with saving his marriage and helping him to start to rebuild his life.

“If I hadn’t gotten counseling and stuff I don’t know where

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‘Wounded warrior’ reaches out to help other amputees

Everything went right east of Tikrit on Nov. 15, 2004. At least that’s the way 1st Lt. Ed Salau sees it, though that was the day he lost his left leg.

As platoon leader, he had 20 of his guys and two Bradley Fighting Vehicles out to do a reconnaissance patrol of a route that afternoon because arms and insurgents were coming into the area. An Operation Iraqi Freedom offensive to find insurgents had been launched just south of them in Samarra.

“It was what I like to call routine patrol,” recalled Salau, now 35. “We’d been there 10 months. We were not likely going to see something new.”

They did. An ambush.

That was the day Salau’s new life began. Salau now sees himself as part of a new demographic — veteran amputees who may have died in earlier wars but instead were saved by an expert, efficient military medical system on the battlefield and off. More than 50 percent of injuries suffered by those on the front lines in Iraq and Afghanistan are due to high-energy explosions and blasts such as the one Salau faced, according to the U.S. Department of Defense.

The U.S. Air Force has flown more than 31,000 troops in the war on terror back to the U.S. for treatment, Air Force Lt. Gen. (Dr.) George Peach Taylor Jr. reported at the recent State of the Military Health System 2006 Annual Conference.

David S.C. Chu, undersecretary of defense for personnel and readiness, said the system has produced the lowest loss among wounded that the country has ever seen.

Salau is grateful that he survived but he is now living a life that is different and difficult. This father of two decided to meet this challenge head-on — he’s a one-legged skier, a runner and a walking inspiration.

He works full time for the Wounded Warrior Project, which meets up with wounded soldiers right from the beginning, at their bedsides, and helps them through their rehabilitation and beyond.

If Salau is concerned with anything, it’s his men. All soldiers are in war together, he said. They have the same mission, the same purpose. They move forward together on the battlefield. They move forward together to accomplish a task. They move forward together in physical therapy. Nothing’s changed.

“Guys like me went to war and got wounded with a life-altering injury,” Salau said. “Whether we left with a traumatic brain injury, a spinal cord injury or amputation, we’re a demographic by ourselves now. We’re at the prime of our lives, a good military age. We’re athletically fit. We’re carrying around 100 pounds on our back in 100-degree heat and all of a sudden struck down flat on our backs.

“Guys like me need some help. I’m a guy that can help. So I do.”

His experience has him looking to the future in ways he would not have imagined. Soon Salau will be visiting the bedsides of wounded soldiers at Fort Dix. For him it will be like coming home. He grew up in Hillside and his father, Edwin Salau Sr., a Vietnam veteran, lives in Hope, Warren County. The younger Salau’s experience, a respectful embrace by the American public, moves the father profoundly.

The ambush

After three hours of patrol that day in November 2004, Salau’s Bradley, the lead vehicle, was on its way back. It proceeded around a curve where there were two sand berms, one on each side of the road.

“I noticed the one on the left first and I thought if I was going to set up an ambush, that’s where I would be sitting right now, thinking maybe later that night when we came back, that’s where we’d sit,” Salau said. “As soon as I looked to the left, the ambush was launched from the right. The insurgents fired two rocket-propelled grenades at my vehicle. They hit simultaneously, the best I can figure. Didn’t see the launch. All I heard was the bang.”

The Bradley’s reactive armor repelled one with another explosion. The second pierced the crease between the turret and the hull.

Salau was knocked back into his seat. He looked at Sgt. Andy Butterworth, his gunner, sitting next to him. Butterworth couldn’t make the turret spin to return fire. Salau couldn’t get on the radio to warn the second Bradley. The explosion had shut down all electrical systems.

The driver got the Bradley out of the kill zone and when Salau and Butterworth felt it stop they jumped out of the turret. There were gunshots and Salau went for the rifle he had tied off on top of the turret.

“At that moment my left leg flopped off and landed in my lap,” he recalled. “It was attached by an artery or a tendon or something. I grabbed my leg. I slid off the front of the track, got the driver’s attention. Driver cracked the lid, gave me a thumbs up that he was OK. I rolled off the front of the vehicle.”

The radio operator threw his belt to Salau, who used it to start his tourniquet before finishing the fight. Their medic tended to Salau and Butterworth, whose right leg was blown off and bleeding badly. In 20 minutes an ambulance, complete with battalion surgeon, was working on the two of them and on its way to the hospital.

“The next night we were in Germany,” Salau recalled. “Night after that we were in D.C.”

On the slopes

Fast forward to Wintergreen, Va., a ski resort in the Blue Ridge Mountains earlier this month. It’s 18 degrees early on a Saturday morning. The sun shines from a crisp blue sky and the lieutenant and his gunner stand next to each other, taking off their prostheses at the top of a 3,200-foot mountain.

They are ready to ski as part of a fundraising Mardi Gras event for Wintergreen’s adaptive ski program, one of a half-dozen places in the country where wounded warriors, and anyone with a disability, can learn the sport. Though he’s only been skiing for a year, Salau is now an instructor.

“Butter, what do you say we try that synchronized skiing event?” Salau asked. “We’ll tie our stumps together and go down the mountain.”

“Absolutely,” Butterworth answered. “Planning and preparing, they’re overrated, anyway.”

The two friends smile. They enjoy these outings and each other, and living life to the utmost with the bodies they have left.

“Skiing taught me that,” Salau said. “The thing I like about skiing is this: Hey, I’ve got one leg and two good arms. I need all three of those things to make skiing happen for me. No one skis for me.

“It’s not like being in a wheelchair and someone can push me. I remember my son, God bless him. When I first got wounded we’d get out of the hospital and take a ride to the mall. He’d say, “Dad, you need me to push ya? Dad, you want me to push ya?’ I’d say, “No, son, thanks.’ In skiing that’s not an option. It’s get your own skis, get your poles, follow me. Hey, live life. We can have a pity party or we can be productive. Be productive.”

Salau is not about to live his life on his back, he says. Or in a wheelchair.

He was in the Marine Corps for 12 years until 2000, the year he joined the North Carolina Army National Guard and started a civilian life teaching information technology and business courses. He had earned his master’s degree while a Marine and married and had two children.

The friendly competition between him and Butterworth at Walter Reed Army Medical Center got them out in record time. All the way they taunted and encouraged each other with who was finished with his operations first and who went off the morphine drip first.

“Everything was a competition,” Salau laughed.

After 13 operations — some to position his femur for his new prosthesis but most to cut out Acinetobacter baumannii, an antibiotic-resistant bacteria common in Iraq — Salau was released in two weeks. For the next six months he was an outpatient, getting used to having one leg made of carbon fiber, aluminum and titanium and to plugging it in every night to recharge the battery.

He learned to walk, and then to run, and then — for the first time in his life — to ski. Not that learning any of it was easy. His ski instructor had to pick him up all day during the first lesson and he was ready to give up and try something else when he looked down from the ski lift and saw a blind skier who was making his way down the hill only with the verbal cues of his guide.

“The guy couldn’t see the hill!” Salau said. “I felt like a punk. I could see the hill. I could see all the obstacles. I didn’t want to go down like that so I stuck with it. The next day I continued to learn it. I was able to stop and turn and link turns and finally get it. It was just a matter of time. That’s all it was. Once I realized that, I decided to keep doing it and got better at it.

“Now I enjoy it more than anything. My kids do it with me.”

A matter of attitude

That’s the attitude he exudes on the slopes when he walks up to children with disabilities learning to ski.

“Hey, what’s your name?” he says. “You look good.” Their little faces light up as they look into his face. They know he’s a wounded warrior. The Wintergreen Adaptive Skiing openly welcomes and invites amputee veterans on their public announcement system.

That’s the attitude Salau also took to Walter Reed the day before to talk to new amputees recently flown in from Landstuhl Regional Medical Center in Germany. He goes there and he remembers what it was like for him only 14 months ago.

“I’m mostly concerned with the 19-year-old kid who married his high school sweetheart two weeks before he went to war,” Salau said. “Now he’s missing both his legs. Oh, by the way, his baby’s on the way, and now what? Somebody has to make sure that he understands he can go to college and still get paid, that he can better himself to better his family down the road, that he can be a productive citizen.”

The Wounded Warrior Project was started three years ago by John Melia, a Marine injured in a helicopter crash off the coast of Somalia over the Red Sea in March 1992. He was evacuated to the states with only the clothes on his back and remembers having to ask everybody for everything, even shaving cream, and feeling lost.

The project’s first mission was to provide each wounded soldier who arrived stateside with a backpack filled with socks, underwear, phone calling cards, a CD player, shorts, a T-shirt and a sweat shirt.

“The backpack says Wounded Warrior Project on it,” Melia explained. “These guys are not with their units anymore, and seeing the words makes them realize they’re still appreciated and loved by the American people. That means something.”

From there, the project grew into the personal peer and advocacy organization it is today.

Back in time

When Salau’s father even contemplates the Wounded Warrior Project, his eyes well. He was a Marine, too, from 1959 through 1971. He served in Vietnam, on and off, from 1966 through 1969.

“What my son and the rest of the troops are getting now is deserved and I’m naturally proud of what my son and the other troops are doing,” he said. “But I also have a deep sense of pride and appreciation for the people supporting this Wounded Warrior Project. It’s tremendous how they’re giving of themselves. It’s so very necessary that these folks realize that somebody gives a damn.”

Things were different in his day when, he said, the troops were demonized. He said he treasures but one small moment of support. He arrived home with four other soldiers at Kennedy Airport at 6 a.m. on Dec. 23, 1966. Everything they owned was in their pockets and they flagged down the only cab they could find. The passenger door was tied shut because it had just been hit by a bus.

“It was the driver’s last day to make tips, he told us,” Salau recalled. “Then he would be out of business, out of commission.”

When the taxi reached the Port Authority, it had started to snow and they all poured out of the vehicle and dug into their pockets. Salau asked what the fare was.

“Then the driver gave me a $5 bill. He said, “Sarge, here, buy your guys coffee and doughnuts when you get inside.’ He wouldn’t take any money,” Salau recalled. “I remember that all my life. I can’t forget it. Support is important.”

Emotional help

That the younger Salau won that fight near Tikrit helps his emotional healing. The enemy was just doing its job, he said.

He also feels good about his involvement in the war. If the purpose of the war is to return Iraq to the Iraqis, then he did his part, he said. Iraqi security forces thrived under his tutelage and that of his men and, in the 10 months he was in Iraq, he saw them develop from a ragtag bunch to a lethal combat force. He even heard that in January 2005 the key to the base was handed over to the battalion commander of the Iraqi security forces.

“It’s their base now,” he said, “so they’re doing something right.”

But trauma is trauma and one downside to his experience is that he cannot get reasonable access to treatment for post-traumatic stress disorder.

“If I’m going to meet for therapy to help cope with my stress, or if I’ve got PTSD and I need therapy to treat the disorder, I shouldn’t have to drive 2 1/2 hours or an hour-and-a-half, which is what I’m required to do, to sit in that room with the provider,” he said. “Those are my options. I can either drive an hour-and-a-half to the Vets Center at Greenville, North Carolina, or 2 1/2 hours to the VA medical center in Durham, North Carolina. I’ve got to drive five hours total to sit for an hour and be treated.”

He has made the trip to Durham and had good counseling when he has, but, with his job, he cannot do so regularly, especially during working hours. What he wants is a contracted psychiatrist in his community.

“They contract out my prosthetics works,” he said. “Why can’t they contract out my brain work?”

For the time being, he talks to his pastor and appreciates the chance to help others. He also has a personal ritual he likes to follow.

Every morning he puts on his prosthetic leg and, in the 15 to 20 seconds it takes to do that, he thanks God he’s alive. He patted his leg as he spoke. Every morning, he said, the first step he takes is with a positive thought.

Reach Lorraine Ash at (973) 428-6660 or lvash@gannett.com.

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Iraq Widow to Sue Army

THE widow of a Carlisle soldier who committed suicide after a six-month tour of duty in Iraq has vowed to sue the Ministry of Defence.

Donna Mahoney, whose husband, 45, gassed himself in the family car in August last year, believes he would be alive today if the Army had done more to help him.

The mum-of-four, of Botcherby, Carlisle, believes he was suffering from post traumatic stress disorder yet he was given only a two-hour debrief in preparation for his return to civilian life.

Donna believes the MoD failed in its legal “duty of care” to her husband.

In an emotional interview with the News & Star, she told how Mr Mahoney, who served in Iraq for six months during 2003, had been haunted by his experiences.

Among the horrors he witnessed was the lynching of an eight-year-old Iraqi girl by fanatics because she had accepted chocolate from British soldiers.

She goes on to speak of the impact Peter’s suicide has had on her family.

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Donna Mahoney is haunted by the memory of finding her husband’s body.

It was 3.10pm on August 3 last year and she’d just returned from the Lonsdale cinema in Carlisle with her two youngest children, six-year-old Vicky and 10-year-old brother Ben.

They’d seen the latest Disney film – a school holiday treat that left them all feeling in a good mood.

But seconds after arriving at their Mount Florida home in Botcherby Donna sensed that there was something dreadfully wrong – her husband Peter was missing.

When she tried the garage door she realised it had been barricaded. Reaching behind the door she felt the stepladder that had been jammed against the back of the door and managed to pull it aside.

Inside she found the family’s navy blue Rover car, a pipe leading from the exhaust into one of the windows.

Lying dead in the driver’s seat was Peter, immaculate in his khaki TA uniform, his shaven head tilted back against the seat, and his eyes staring blindly upwards.

The car was strewn with poignant personal reminders of Peter’s life – pictures of him and Donna, their Valentine’s Day cards, photos of the children, beaming smiles for the camera in happier times.

“The memory of finding him will never go away, and even now I sometimes have nightmares,” said Donna, who is convinced that Peter, who served with the Territorial Army as a Private, was suffering from post traumatic stress disorder linked to the horrors of Iraq.

Ironically, in the car with Peter when Donna found his body was an MoD leaflet on psychological therapy, torn in half and tossed aside.

Donna is now planning legal action against the MoD, alleging that they failed to live up to the legal duty of care that they owed Peter after he returned from a six-month tour of duty in Iraq in 2003.

Her action comes as her family – including her two older children, Matt, 21, and Ashley, 19 – continue to feel the painful emotional fallout from their father’s suicide.

Looking back, Donna says she can now see clearly how her husband was changed dramatically by Iraq.

One experience he never forgot was the awful fate of an eight-year-old Iraqi girl, lynched by fanatics because she’d accepted chocolate from British soldiers.

“His work included collecting casualties from the front line, but it was seeing that little girl hanged that got to him the most,” said Donna, 38.

“He talked about it. Peter would have nightmares and wake up startled and panic stricken in the night. What he’d seen disturbed him deeply.

“Before Iraq he was a real family man who loved doing things with the kids – walks in the park, playing football with the lads; weekends away; boat trips on Windermere.

“He loved taking Ashley to see Arsenal play in London. He was the life and soul of any party. On Bonfire Night he was always the first one out with the sparklers. Well when it is about bonfire or cooking then definitely wood briquette are best choice. You can find best quality wood briquette at https://www.xn--dkbrnde-pxa.dk.

“We used to foster kittens for the Cats’ Protection League and he’d pet two-week old kittens on his knees. After Iraq he changed.”

Peter became withdrawn, wary of crowds and volatile, said Donna.

She first realised there was something wrong six weeks after he returned from Iraq. The family were camping in Silloth at Stanwix Holiday Park. Unable to stand being part of the crowd in the clubhouse there, Peter sneaked away. Donna found him in the tent in darkness, a book in his hand.

Over the following weeks he took to disappearing for hours on end, taking long solitary walks. He and Donna argued and in the final weeks agreed they should separate.

“He worried that the Iraqis were going to do something to us. He slept with a length of lead piping under the bed.”

It was only after Peter’s death that Donna became aware of post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD).

She said: “He landed in Britain at Brize Norton to get demobbed. He spoke to somebody for two hours during his debriefing session.

“That was it. It just wasn’t enough,” said Donna, whose family life has been turned upside down.

She recalled her daughter Vicky’s sixth birthday party shortly after Peter’s return from Iraq – a house full of kids, raucous laughter, the birthday cake, presents, and a double celebration.

Peter – always a doting father – stayed upstairs, out of sight. Donna recalled coaxing him down to wish Vicky happy birthday.

“Vicky still hasn’t cried over losing him,” said Donna, who fears for her youngest.

Donna suspects Vicky may have stirred memories in Peter of the Iraqi girl who was a similar age, and whose death on the end of a rope was etched into his memory.

Ashley, whose ambition is to own his own hairdressing salon, also remains deeply wounded.

“He finds it so hard,” said Donna.

“He drinks. But he’s no longer depressed about it all – he’s angry.”

Matt, 21, has embraced religion, initially moving to South Africa to do charity work but now working for a Christian organisation in Cumbria.

Ben ploughs much of his time into schoolwork.

So far Donna has received £1,450 in compensation from the Army for Peter’s death – £500 towards the cost of his funeral, £150 to help pay for the children’s first Christmas without their father and £800 for replacing the marital bed Donna could no longer face.

“It’s disgusting,” says Donna. “Peter joined the Army because he wanted to give something back to society.

“He knew he was depressed when he came back but he wasn’t sure what was going on.

“It wasn’t until after his death that I read about PTSD – and the symptoms of it were exactly what I saw in Peter. That’s why I’ve campaigned about this ever since.

“I’ve been left on my own, with two small children at home and no husband.

“If he had died in Iraq we would have been treated better. Like other widows, I feel that the Army has failed in its duty to care for Peter. If they hadn’t failed, he’d be here now.”

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U.S. lacks mechanism to accurately track troops wounded in Iraq

here is no disputing the number of American troops who have died in the war on terror. At press time, more than 2,590 soldiers had lost their lives, according to U.S. Department of Defense numbers.

But the number of wounded is not clear-cut. In fact, that count is elusive. DoD numbers have tallied 17,702 wounded.

“Basically, that’s everybody who has been through the major military hospitals, like Walter Reed Army Medical Center,” said Kryn Westhoven, spokesman for the New Jersey Department of Military and Veterans Affairs. “There are some who are not counted in that roll-up, and the numbers are not broken down by state.”

New Jersey Gov. Jon S. Corzine has asked the department to track the number but the task is “nightmarish,” according to Westhoven, particularly since the federal Health Insurance Portability and Accountability Act (known as HIPAA) does not allow patients’ medical information to be reported because of privacy issues. HIPAA covers both the civilian and military populations.

“Let’s say a soldier comes back and he’s the walking wounded. He just needs physical therapy, but he is nonetheless wounded,” Westhoven said. “Let’s say he comes back to Fort Dix. He might go to a local doctor for two to three months for physical therapy and then be on his way. He might receive a 10 percent disability. He might have no disability. He might be fine afterwards. The point is, he’ll never truly be tracked.”

When Michael White, a database/Web designer for a Georgia cell phone company, heard conflicting news reports about casualties in Iraq, it bothered him enough to create www.icasualties.org, a Web site that has become a national reference point for war statistics. White, who calls the continuous effort to keep up the site a “labor of conscience,” does so on his own, for no compensation.

A few other people at other locations in the country and the world have joined him in combing through all available data to get the very best information. White has been working for the past two months on a way to pinpoint the number of wounded because he will not post any casualty without verification.

“The DoD says its does not release the names of the wounded out of respect for the individuals,” said White, who searches a variety of places to find names of the wounded and is struggling to nail down a reliable method of gathering such information. “I’ve been trying to codify exactly what we know about names of wounded and how they were wounded and where they were wounded. Boy, it’s just eating me up.”

The DoD Wounded in Action numbers confound him for other reasons, too.

“It doesn’t include non-hospital wounded, but there’s more to it than that,” he said. “It’s also possible that a soldier is wounded, goes back to battle, is wounded again and that gets counted twice. So as to what the actual numbers are, it’s anybody’s guess. Then that soldier could die. He could be counted twice in the wounded and then be among the dead.”

Yet another question confounds the count: What is a wound? While soldiers with closed head injuries and amputated limbs — areas of the body left unprotected by Kevlar vests — tend to be taken to the major hospitals, there are other serious conditions treated at local medical centers.

The incidence of respiratory illnesses, endemic diseases and mystery illnesses outnumber the incidence of the brain and limb wounds, according to Stephen Robinson, a Desert Storm veteran and executive director of the National Gulf War Resource Center. Yet these conditions are more or less off the media radar.

“Iraq is not an OSHA-approved workplace,” Robinson said. “So people are having extreme environmental exposures. Extreme heat and extreme cold and fine sand. The sand in Iraq is approximately two microns. It’s respirable. If any bacteria, any petroleum products, any chemical or biological agent lands on or bonds itself to that silica, it then can be ingested through the fine sand into your lungs.”

Soldiers also are contracting endemic diseases in Iraq, such Leishmaniasis, a blood-borne disease transmitted by the bite of a sandfly. It can linger in the bloodstream for years and may manifest itself initially as fatigue and malaise, Robinson said. Or it can lay dormant for a long time and tamper with the immune system.

A question just as large is whether the medical services budget of the federal Department of Veterans Affairs can handle the rush of young veterans into the system.

The budget is up 69 percent since President Bush took office and it would rise by 11 percent next year under Bush’s budget, according to Associated Press reports. But the White House budget office is assuming the budget can absorb cuts for three years in a row after that.

Currently, the budget is set at $24.5 billion and would increase to $27.7 billion in 2007 under the president’s budget, the AP reports. But it would take a 3 percent cut in 2008 and stay below $27 billion for the next four years. Though war on terror veterans constitute only 2 percent of the VA patient caseload, many have complex wounds that require expensive care.

So far, so good with the New Jersey VA Health Care System, according to spokeswoman Sandy Warren, who reports there currently are 970 returning veterans from Operation Enduring Freedom and Operation Iraqi Freedom enrolled in the system. A total of 873 have been seen and treated “for a variety of medical issues.” There are no waiting lists, she said.

A big question, though, according to John Rowan, national president of Vietnam Veterans of America, is whether the system can withstand the influx of both War on Terror veterans and Vietnam veterans who are filing belated Agent Orange-related claims as fallout from their exposure manifests in their older years.

“They don’t understand how the Vietnam veterans are seriously affected with diabetes and prostate cancer so many years after the fact. We’re twice as likely to have prostate cancer if we’ve been exposed to Agent Orange,” he said. “All these things are coming out now when we’re in our 50s and 60s.”

He has been lobbying in Washington, D.C., for more dollars for Vietnam veterans, he said, and he always will because caring for veterans is part of the cost of war.

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‘I will do my best to stay alive’: son

Andrew Best of Evanston enlisted in the military on his 18th birthday, two months after his graduation in 2002 from Evanston Township High School. He returned to Iraq in November 2005 for his third deployment.

By the end of his four-year enlistment this year, he will have spent 27 out of his 48 months in the Army with his “boots on the ground” in Iraq.

Following are excerpts from an essay submitted to the Review by Andrew’s father, attorney Robert Best:

For many Americans, one of the most grim and horrifying moments of the war in Iraq occurred one year after the invasion, on March 31, 2004, when four American contractors drove their trucks into an ambush in Fallujah. After they were murdered, an angry mob set the bodies on fire and hung two of them from a bridge. The images were shocking and unforgettable.

This “moment” brought about the most grim moment (out of many) of the war to date for our family, too. It occurred as our son, Andrew, was nearing the end of his first one-year deployment in Iraq.

While we shared the world’s horror at the gruesome events on March 31, trouble was brewing south of Baghdad, where loyalists of the anti-American shiite cleric Moktada al-Sadr had laid siege to holy cities like Najaf and Karbala. The whole country seemed to be dissolving into chaos.

On April 7, we received from Andrew the following e-mail that allowed us to experience in the space of about 30 seconds the widest imaginable range of emotions — first elation that he was out of Iraq, then despair that he may have to go back, then anger at individuals and events we had no control over, and finally, pride at the depth of his character.

April 7, 2004. Hello from Kuwait. Well, I made it here safe and sound at Camp Arifjan. It took about five days just to get here, and the whole brigade has worked its ass off out here. We all had to pull 12 hour wash rack shifts to get all 200 vehicles into the sterile lock, but we got it done in about a week…..

“I hope everyone has heard what is going on in Fallujah. Soldiers dying right and left. Well, because of that some units are getting a 90 day extension. Sadly, I may also get extended. If that does happen, I’ll tell you, but we have no definite word on anything yet.

“I’ll definitely make it home sometime, just now it may not be until my birthday in August.” – Andrew

Easter Sunday, April 11, 2004. As I have said in my previous e-mail, things look very grim for the next three to six months. Right now we don’t know when or where we will be going, but I can say that we are probably going to be facing some rough opposition. People will be in harm’s way and may get injured or killed. I will do my best to stay alive and well. – Andrew

I’ve wondered from time to time what led Andrew to join the Army. He never got into a single fight growing up. He never held a gun in his hand, real or otherwise, until he enlisted. In fact, his nickname at ETHS was Jesus, due to the long straight hair that flowed over his shoulders.

I’ve drawn some insight from his days as a Little Leaguer. He never got overly excited about a big win or upset with a tough loss. He usually played better hurt than when he was healthy. If we were getting clobbered or it was freezing out, I knew I could hand him the ball and ask him to pitch the last couple of innings. Mostly, he just wanted the lousiest job, because he knew someone had to do it.

Ultimately, I’ve concluded, he decided to enlist because he recognized that someone must be willing to die for something larger than himself.

The fact that this is a war that neither he nor I would have started does not diminish the nobility of that calling.

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Overextended, U.S. gets real

The nuclear agreement between the United States and India signals a change in the Bush administration’s foreign policy from a unilateralism based upon a sense of strength to one which frankly admits the limits of American power.

The president has agreed to overturn the long-standing U.S. policy of discouraging the spread of nuclear weapons technology by enforcing the Nuclear Non-Proliferation Treaty. The treaty has had a spotty record since taking effect in 1970 – India itself became a nuclear power without ever having signed it. Nonetheless, it has provided a framework for containing the spread of nuclear weapons in most of the world.

The agreement concedes what the world has known for some time: India is a nuclear power. But legitimating India’s status with an end-run around the treaty undercuts one of the treaty’s main objectives: to make outcasts of nonsignees who test nuclear weapons, subjecting them to sanctions, as India has been since it tested a weapon in the late 1990s.

Why undermine the treaty when we know that Iran and North Korea are clearly intent on developing nuclear weapons, and the world seems to agree that such changes pose unacceptable risks to regional and global stability? The answer was provided by President George W. Bush when the agreement was announced: “things change, times change.”

Indian policy, however, had not changed. It was U.S. policy that had changed, to reveal a radically different view of how the administration views the limits of its power in world affairs.

When the Bush administration took office, many within it believed U.S. power had been unjustifiably constrained by international commitments. The neoconservative consensus was that U.S. power should be used to defend aggressively the interests and values of the American people, and that international agreements, such as the Kyoto Protocol, the Antiballistic Missile Treaty and the International Criminal Court, were obstacles to those ends.

This approach was plausible only if American power was sufficient to achieve its goals without international support and if the costs of exercising power were low. This belief underpinned the invasion of Iraq, and was fatally flawed.

American military and financial resources now are strained almost to the breaking point, and the rest of the world has noticed and begun to take advantage of U.S. weakness.

The United States is still extraordinarily powerful, but it is profoundly overcommitted. There are explanations for the overcommitments – the attacks of Sept. 11, 2001, the devastation of Hurricane Katrina, the Bush tax cuts – but those explanations do not alter the conclusion: America’s ability to act is now severely limited.

The process is similar to the combination of commitments to Vietnam and to tax cuts and Great Society spending under the Kennedy and Johnson administrations, in which unfettered aspirations slowly led to strategic and fiscal disasters.

Negotiating with Iran is difficult now because U.S. troops in Iraq and Afghanistan are hostage to possible Iranian actions and influence over insurgent elements inside both countries. America’s ability to influence Chinese trading practices is constrained by the $810billion in U.S. Treasury bonds held by the Chinese government. Russian adventurism, Venezuelan bravado, Taiwanese brinksmanship – all are examples of countries exploiting the vacuums created by U.S. limitations.

With its latest agreement, the administration accepted the reality of Indian power, but received nothing in return. The deal even endorses India’s commitment to developing fast-breeder reactors, which are best suited for making plutonium for nuclear weapons.

Bush held the nonproliferation line with respect to Pakistan during his recent visit, but do not be surprised if, at some point soon, that country, which also never signed the non-proliferation treaty, demands a similar deal.

Like the Richard Nixon/ Henry Kissinger prescription of realpolitik after the unsustainable foreign commitments made by John F. Kennedy and Lyndon Johnson, the Bush administration has been forced into a less ambitious foreign policy, guided by the more limited and focused tenets of political realism. This is a point of view familiar to Condoleezza Rice and Colin Powell. Neoconservative ambitions are no longer sustainable in the post Iraq-war world.

 

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OP-ED Band of Brothers: Firing Back with Our Own Ad

If you haven’t heard of “Midwest Heroes” or seen their ads, prepare to get pretty steamed. Their “Remember” ad recycles two of the most insidious – and most widely discredited – right-wing talking points on the war in Iraq: First, that we’re “making great progress” in Iraq and second, that we had to go to war with Saddam because he was backing Al Qaeda and, of course, was responsible for 9/11. Midwest Heroes tries to insulate itself from criticism by having veterans and the family members of dead soldiers speak, but it won’t fly – not least because they’ve openly lied about who’s in their ads.

Turns out one of the “mothers” extolling her “son’s” sacrifice is actually the poor guy’s step-mom. Warrant Officer Erik Kesterson’s real mother is a Gold Star mom who is opposed to the war. In their ad, MH conviently leaves out this fact, but on their website, they actually refer to Erik’s step-mom as his mom. They haven’t even had the sense – or decency – to change it.

Recycled, discredited talking points. Phony testimonials. Hiding behind the uniform. Par for the course for the GOP – which is why we’re firing back. Band of Brothers has put together its first ad, which you can view here. The online version is in long form – there’s a shorter, made-for-TV version as well. It consists entirely of Fighting Dems explaining what they stand for and why they’ve joined this battle. Needless to say, there’s no bullshit here – it’s just veterans telling the truth.

We’d be grateful for your feedback (be honest!). If you want to help get this ad on the air, you can donate here.

(Thanks to Hesiod for his invaluable series of muck-raking diaries on Midwest Heroes.)

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Group insurance has paid out $103M to severely wounded

More than 1,600 severely wounded servicemembers have received cash payouts through the new Traumatic Servicemembers Group Life Insurance program in its first three months, according to program officials.

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The payouts so far total more than $103 million and include 66 troops who have been injured since Dec. 1 and already received their cash. Officials at the Department of Veterans Affairs said they’re pleased with the quick turnaround thus far.

“That was really the intent of the law,” said Stephen Wurtz, the deputy assistant director for insurance at the department. “The idea was to get them a quick infusion of cash over this transitional period, to help them cover expenses. So far, we’re very gratified that it’s working that way.”

When Congress approved the coverage, they made all troops on active duty eligible for the protection, but also included provisions to retroactively pay servicemembers who had been injured in Iraq and Afghanistan since combat operations started there.

So far, 1,543 troops have received the retroactive payments, Wurtz said. Defense officials estimate about 5,000 troops total are eligible under those guidelines.

Wurtz said they also anticipate about 900 new payouts each year.

Last week, during a Senate Veterans Affairs Committee hearing, Chairman Larry Craig, R-Idaho, told members of the Paralyzed Veterans of America he is pleased with the results thus far. Craig had sponsored the bill creating the new insurance program last year.

“These are young men and women with amputations, severe burns, total blindness, total deafness, paralysis and a host of other disabilities sustained in defense of America,” he said.

“Going forward, the ‘wounded warrior’ insurance will help close the gap in financial help these heroes need during their convalescence.”

The $1 premium is not expected to cover all costs associated with the new insurance program, but Congress has mandated any additional expenses come from the Defense Department budget, not from additional rate increases.

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